Sunday, December 6, 2009

记得:忘了






















一句话引发的后遗症~~


颜色:忘了把一部分存留给她。。。。。

曾几何时,她和她是如此的要好;
曾几何时,她将她的重视多过于一直以来最好的知己;
曾几何时,她们彼此分享着感动;
曾几何时,她们几乎天天在放学后并肩徒步走向同一个目的地;
曾几何时,她们时时共撑一把伞;
曾几何时,她们渐渐疏远了~~~~~

她,一直将她们彼此的友好,存放在心底;
就算少了联系,她一直在祝福~她过的好;
她知道她真的过得很好,所以默默的~不去再打扰。

偶尔,她会稍来三五句的问候;
偶尔,她们隔着视窗聊天;
偶尔,她听着她的知己聊着和她的属于她们的活动~(让她羡慕的)

她,不属于她们的~
她,存在于灰色地带~
她,迷失了她的属于~~~

或许,一切的曾几何时也只是她单方面的一厢情愿??

原来,执着的感觉从来不曾离开过,
只是,她记得;(她)忘了?

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

很显啊。。。

不知怎的,
心,不知道飞哪儿去了。
整个早上无精打采,
什么东西都没做到。

是环境太惬意了?
少了某些程度的压迫感?
所以整个人显得懒散。

这不是属于我的环境,
这不是属于我的场地,
我不要这样一直下去!!!
天啊,我要怎么自救??

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

今天


雨の夜

今天,又是一个下雨的夜晚;

今天,又是留在工作室比平常来得迟回家;

今天,去了爱芬的面档,她请了我吃她家的kolo面;

感谢爱芬和伯母。。。 很好吃的面。。。 ^^

回家途中,用姑姑送我的手机拍下窗外的街景
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今天,挪了上班的一些时间,和一般同事跑到了bdc的中华茶楼用餐。
同事不错的推荐

然后认领了以下这东东,是谁将它遗漏了???
它即将身负重任


回到家,房里的时钟死掉了

时间停在4.37
是时候给与它一个新生命了


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冷冷的雨夜,没事哈拉,乱写一通。。。。

Saturday, September 26, 2009

突然好想你

为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

××××××××××××××××××××
这句歌词,很有共鸣。。。
突然想起, 一同唱k的时光。。。

Monday, September 21, 2009

想说。。。

今夜,我告诉猫说,我想写一些东东。
或许又会是再一次的无病呻吟。

用回本身的电脑,还真的是想写些什么,
或许这篇原应该是写在另一个部落的,
不过想想也算了吧,反正写在哪儿都无所谓了吧。

今天外出了一整天,
回来梳洗之后打开电脑,
欣喜地见了一个久违,久违了的久违,
所以打开了视窗,犯了一个明知故犯。

因为明知故犯,
让久违了的久违。。。 溜走了。
原以为可以和久违多聊些什么,
或许还真的有好一些事情已经好久好久,
要跟久违聊的了,
但是因为无心的明知故犯,
所以,想说的话都被惊吓得魂飞魄散。
魂没了魄也散了,留下了破碎的只字片语;
关了视窗,忘了留意还有剩下多少寥寥无几的心力要继续经营与久违的对话。
或许,当下,也还真剩寥寥无几了吧。

忍心吗?不是说久违了吗?就这样忍心的把视窗给关上?
或许最近的下一次,又会是另一个的久违哦。。

这样的下场 我还能怪谁 是我明知故犯的罪



曾几何时,脑海闪过如此的念头,
犹如唱出的歌般~

如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候
你在我的心中 将不再被歌颂
把你当作天后 不会再是我

或许到那个时刻,不会再有所期待,也就不会再有久违的出现了;
或许取而代之的,是一个畅快,不小心眼的态度,所以也就不会再在乎那么多了。

Thursday, August 20, 2009

现在应该是放工时间了,
利用在等待的一丁点时间上来更新更新。

毕业周就酱地匆匆过了,
说真的,大学毕业的忙碌可是足以媲美结婚大喜之日了。
在过了的毕业周,
几乎忙碌得没有多余的时间及力气来坐在电脑前上网哈拉。。

好不容易,一直期待的这一天终于降临了,
原来,就是在酱匆匆的忙碌之中度过了。

自学涯结束,大伙儿各自归家的那一刻起,
便已经开始在倒数再见大家的日子,
也就是大伙儿的毕业典礼。

一天一点一滴的期待,
终究实现了。
可以再次见到一直想再见的人们,
却又同时得感叹未知的下一次会面。。。
人生,还真的充满了矛盾。

她让我们经历了前所未有的经历,
透过过着从来未曾想象过的相处,
建立了或许足以改变某个人生的一段段感情,
无论是个人情感,友情,兄弟姐妹之间相处的感情,
或许对有些人它只不过是平凡的经历,完全微不足道;
但是它也可以是深刻的,它是值得让人所珍惜的。

两年半的相处,
大伙儿一同编制了很多的美好回忆,
还有一些值得珍惜的,甚至是已经习惯了的熟悉,
这些,都将随着所响起的毕业铃声划下了一个句点。

但是,相信这只是其中一个篇章的句点。
下一段,下一章,会是延续之前所有的美好而进阶的继续谱写我们的故事。
到时候,故事会更加的精彩及多姿。

希望,学涯虽然结束了,我们之间的感情不可结束,而是要继续的升华。。


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感觉上好像很混乱的一篇,无他,只是单纯的想把当下的思绪记录下来。。。

Friday, July 17, 2009

推荐

灰色的彩虹

演唱:范玮琪
专辑 : F One

我从秋天等到安静的落叶 还不够时间 倒带想念
就像电影情节最后完结篇 退色的画面 没有笑脸
我的记忆摇晃着昨天 我还有感觉
一抬头什么都看不见 雨后的屋檐
红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天 从此 画满两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切 过几年我在原点
彩虹出现而我再也找不到美丽的蝴蝶翩翩飞不上天
对你的想念再也寄不到你世界地址是再见

最近超喜欢的一首歌,推荐给大家 :)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

低调

我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙脚 努力的对自己好




低调,
是因为多种错综复杂的感觉在围绕,
是因为所有期待的美好远离了想要。

躲到寂寞的墙脚,如何努力的对自己好?
或许世界,已经忽略了这个寂寞的,小小的墙脚,
剩下自艾自怜的妄人在哀悼。。。。

Sunday, June 28, 2009

水瓶的星座分析

天啊,怎么会那么准,真的很准。。。。o.O
我就是这么样女生。。。。>.<

水瓶座(Aquarius)


几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆,一个永远无法忘记的背影。 那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦,只是一种单恋,或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。 一切看起来是那么平静,那么和谐。 没有惊天动地,没有海誓山盟,没有花前月下,没有浪漫,没有誓言,没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠,注定了任何感情永无燃点。 水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高,其实并非这样,水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼,那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意 力,从此目光便无法转移。 用一秒钟爱上一个人,然后再付出一生去忘记,水瓶座就是这样的试验品。 但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情,因为一向自视清高,承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。 更多的时候是因为,连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝,迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉,不清楚自 己想做什么,觉得迷惘。 在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯,觉得爱情是两厢情愿,不想勉强对方。 显得很被动,忽冷忽热,犹豫不决,极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前,决不轻易付出感情,因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感,也许是对自己的保护,也可以算作是一种 自私。 一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的,不仅仅是几年,而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的,会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。 在公车上,街边,商场,水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中,始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影,直到产生幻觉。 这一刻,水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕,因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人,失去了理智,失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉,很恐惧,很无助。 水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉,因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐,是件异常困难的事,在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝,就是这么脆弱,无论表面上看来是多 么的坚强。 水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子,不想别人看见自己的悲伤,那样会有不安全的感觉,总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。 算了,还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝,又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好,没人看出来,不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。 但是,不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎,看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去,没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求,水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽 力,决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶,脸上还装酷无表情,整个死要面子活受罪。 这种情况下,如果对方使点阴谋诡计,刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见,电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等,水瓶会给整疯了,开始会想是什么自己地方做错了,说错话 了,然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多,碰壁两次,水瓶座就会有自知之明了,不会再去想是为什么会这样,也不想知道了。心里会想,原来是对方讨厌自己,不 想见到自己。明白之后,就是绝对的安静了。 这还没完,过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度,水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问,殷勤依旧,完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起,过去不重要, 未来也不重要,面子不重要,金钱不重要,时间不重要,自己也不重要。 天平失衡,感情重重的压在心底,自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方,迷失了自我,幸福也变得虚无。 自己都不爱,谁还会珍惜。 水瓶座一旦付出,便是彻底,不可收回。 感情投入的越多越是伤的重。 最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过,只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力,把自己想得太坚强,而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道,受伤的其实是自 己,只是不知道如何表现出来。 爱,这个字对水瓶座来说,太沉重珍贵了,无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口,犹如远古的文物,被发掘出土暴露于空气中,变得面目全非,失去本来的价值。 所以,不轻易说。 只需一次,水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽,只因执著,便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心,穿了一个洞,再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬 子,把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平,不再搁人。每当寒风吹过,犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声,似挽歌。 只需一次,水瓶座便不再幻想,于是狠狠将自己摔碎,拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆,怕熔了那个远远的背影,怕熔了自己千年的期盼。 之后,水瓶座依然谈笑风生,依然开朗豁达,继续着一段接一段的新感情,重复着一切,因为无法承受寂寞。 人们都说水瓶花心,见一个爱一个,水瓶座会哈哈一笑,说'哪有?冤啊!'。其实心里在滴着血,脸上却得笑的灿烂,安慰自己'我是谁啊!哪会那么弱呢!' 有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私,自以为了不起。可是谁又了解,水瓶座的心,容量很小,只能有一个,且不具修改性。除了那个人,其他所有自动归为一种程序。 因为无法虚伪,所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真,所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气,所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。 当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时,请千万不要被迷惑,水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐,同样的,也不像看到的那么 悲伤。只是悲伤时,喜欢带上快乐的面具,而当水瓶快乐时,悲伤又不肯轻易放过。 只有真正懂得水瓶座的人,才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤,才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾,是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定,才能体会水瓶 的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。 星相上说,水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想,是为什么呢?也许答案就在心中,只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。

Sunday, June 21, 2009

童年

“池塘边的榕树下,知了在声声叫着夏天,
操场边的秋千上,只有蝴蝶停在上面,
黑板上老师的粉笔还在拼命叽叽喳喳写个不停,
等待着下课,等待着放学,等待游戏的童年。。。。”

我的童年,没有池塘,没有榕树,印象中好像当时也还不懂得知了是什么东东;
但是却也还是堆满了银铃般的欢笑声,无忧无虑的单纯,还有一群群的好友玩伴。

当时的我们,在上课铃声敲响之前,总是有好多的游戏消遣--虽然是一大清早。。
有时可以看到三五个同学围在一堆玩着跳绳--从脚跟,然后到脚踝,然后到膝盖,接下来到腰部,然后肩膀,耳朵,头。。慢慢的进阶。。。是否还记得??
偶尔会换一下调调,一样是跳绳,但是玩法却不一样了--东南西北配,鸡鸭狗猫配。。。
这种种跳绳的玩法的口诀,一直到现在还是有它们的熟悉感。
还记得当时,跳绳用的绳子还是用无数的橡胶圈一层一层编制而成的,闲来无事便会看到同学在课室里利用空当时间在那里编制。

除了跳绳之外,还有一种非常广受欢迎的游戏便是ku lu ku ki...
哈哈。。实在是不晓得到底正确的发音是怎么样的了。。。
这些种种相信都是我们同一个年代的朋友所拥有的共同的美好回忆吧。

一个普通老朋友的仨人聚餐,选择了在一家氛围蛮不错的主题式餐厅。
餐后的谈笑间,勾起了我们共同的,童年的回忆。
从小学就认识了的仨人,还有身在远方的一人,
在经过了岁月的洗礼,距离及现实的分割,
如今已经和当时的时空时隔多年,但是情谊依然,甚至更为深厚。
过往同是黄班的人,如今进阶成了的菊花盟--我们约好了要一直保持下去。

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这夜,我们编织了一个属于我们共同的梦想,
在我们35岁时,我们要一起合伙开一间主题式餐厅,取名为--童年。
这间餐厅,将会是由建筑师保先生设计,摆设--一间类似于民宿住家式概念的房子;
口齿伶俐的鱼负责外交;充满文学细胞的猫负责撰稿宣传;碗的动画广告。

店里的摆设,一切将以我们的童年为主题,
我们一起在小学度过的时光,所怀念的气息,所想念的味道,和当时的喜好。
我们要将当时所出现/使用过的东西作为餐厅里头的摆设之一。
当中包括了跳绳,所收集的胶檫,贴纸,甚至是当时爱抄的歌词,一一的成了店里的一部分。

餐点部分,计划推出当时大伙儿所熟悉的冰条,加mimi的laksa,一点红红的叉烧饭,
作为餐厅里的特别选项,让进餐的顾客可以回顾所向往已久的熟悉味道。

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我们说好了要将这个梦想记录下来,
一同向着如此的目标努力,
期待着她将实现的一天。

至少,在我们老了的时候,我们还会有一个共同的避风港,
一同回忆我们一路走来的美好,见证岁月的烙印。

我们的。童年

Monday, June 15, 2009

今天。以后

今天是2009年6月的第15天。
每次,都是隔了好久好久才在这里更新一次,
今天,纯粹只想在这里留下几个字。
无他。

面对朋友所遇上的问题,
虽然为她感觉心疼,但是却也无能为力。
希望她可以尽快远离那些重重烦人的枷锁,
归还我一个开心,快乐的猫。。

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学涯结束了,成绩也公布了,
thank god still can get my result in above CGPA3.
虽然说“苦念”了三年的大学,
但是在这段期间却确实改变了我原来的生活。

第一次离开家住宿舍,
第一次尝试很多不同的经历,
很多的第一次,都发生了在念着大学的这段日子。

在大学的日子,
认识了的一班的朋友,大多都是大概同一个系的,
这几年,一直有他们的陪伴,为我的生活增添了许多的色彩。
阔别了住宿舍的日子,阔别了一直以来朝夕相处的朋友们,
感觉此刻的生活正在打回原型当中。。。

分开还不到3个月的时间,竟然已经开始想念了,

想念我们一同上学的时光,
小小的小银有时得挤满了多多的人;

想念我们一同熬夜赶功课,
虽然不睡觉,但是因为知道同时也有人和我一样没睡地也在忙,心里也有些许的欣慰;

想念我们一同上百货公司,
采购及准备晚餐的材料,烦着今晚要吃些什么,煮些什么;

想念我们一同约好下古晋,
因为宿舍远离城市,总是得心血来潮才可以一同出游;

想念我们每次出去喝茶,
总是都不聊到深夜不归家;

想念我们每次出游拍照,
这几乎成了我们不可或缺的活动之一了,每次都总是拍得没完没了地;

想念有时在宿舍的时候,
可以吃到人家为我准备的餐点;

想念每次考试前的早上,
大伙儿在路途中都还拼命的在k书,而我则持续地充当司机,有些吃味的说;

想念每次回了家之后,
返回宿舍之前可以带些家里好吃的回去和在宿舍的好友分享;

想念在宿舍巷子外的椰浆饭档口,
有时候一同出去购买早餐,共进早餐的时光;

想念每一刻大家相处的美好时光,
但是一切都将不复返了。

将来再见面的日子,屈指可数,
大伙儿的感情还会否复在,还是不复存在?

我想念你,我的大学朋友。。。。
Hope you all are doing well whenever you are.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

给猫。。

猫,
我一直都对你的话深信不疑,
但是,
在现实中,我丝毫感觉不到他确实如你所说的样子。
他其实很关心我的-是真的吗??

是我之前的文字将他夸张地描述得过于完美,
还是我其实变了?
变得要求更多,变得一切我想如愿的都是理所当然的?
那是自私的。

为此,我的心揪着揪着,
不好过-ing

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

1st April 2009

Just wanna started to blog
but my little lovely buddy jenny
suddenly msn me and cry to me....

after she calling my name and send me sooooo much crying emoticon,
then she started to tease me....

okay, i noe today is april fool...
at first, i'm alert on the day actually,
but after few sentences,she started to make me a little bit convince,
but i'm still dun really belif her...
after all, she dun wan to continue play d then admit tat just an april fool....
=.= ish ... ish... ish.... y u so kira dendam la....
keep for one year then revenge wor..... hng...

but it's still ok la... just once a year onli....
Happy April Fool to all

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Few hours later will be another BIG day for me again...
this time is really a BIG BIG BIG day because it relates to whether i can get graduate on time.

Yea, it's my final year project assessment....
huhu...today is the day we should hand on all of our work,
but i rushed till overtimed......
and cant get my work done on time...

feel so sorry to my supervisor which still need her await for me although she's supposed to be off from work. really feel sorry..... thanks for her patience and did not get mad on me...thanks cik sal.

Actually if there's no so much obstruction occur i think i wont be in such kelam-kabut condition.just because i return to my place during the halfway i did my animation clip at studio,then i get stucked at desa ilmu caused by many unpredictable matters.as a result, i am late for almost an hour.... =.=

All of our printed artwork supposed to be up on the presentation panel by the time 5.00pm.but that time i was still in studio rendering my animation clip because of the lateness.
I need to continue on the editing work i did halfway justnow and make sure to burn it into the dvd format.

By that time, all of my coursemate were already in the gallery arranging the presentation panel. just left me myself and my supervisor there. Actually i'm facing a problem to convert the video into dvd because previously i was using a templet to create the videoreadable dvd using my own pc. nw i'm really out of mind to burn the dvd by using the studio's pc which does not have that particular templet software.

haikz... really makes nervous and worry.
I left my printed artwork without bother them and just concentrate on my rendering work.
I'm not sure actually how am i goin to put them up on the presentation panel as the gallary will be locked after 5.00pm.... =.=

Finally all was over, i can manage to submit the dvd and my printed artworks were arranged. I'm thankful that i have a group of helpful coursemate, they actually helped me a lot.

thanks for Min and Zie providing me the DVD-R,
thanks for Kenny to reserve the DVD for me,
thanks for the pahlawan cinta, raja Zul taught me how to burn into the videoreadable DVD and
provide the extra DVD-R
(cos the one get from Min was spoilt by me - technical problem in burning)
thanks for Nic, Mah, Min, Zie and those who help me to put up my printed artwork on the presentation panel.

really thanks a lot....

Because of the rush, i cannot manage to put all those who help me in the credit of my animation, but i would like to thanks all of my rakan seperjuang again in here.. Thanks for the help and if got chance again i will included all of the names into my animaton credit. :D
really appreciate it.

After all while, there's left the assessment for the coming next few hours and the external assessment on next week. Hopefully i can cope the coming obstacles. Hmm, today's assessment is just arranged right on the April fool, hopefully all of us which going to be assessed won't get fooled then.. good luck to u and me.... cheers....


Lastly, here's the poster of my animation....
entitled: Puteri Hang Li Po








Monday, March 30, 2009

chen chen......


chen chen is moody today......
my mood today is just exactly like my little pet in pet society now...
low energy
no mood to do anything at all.... =.=
even walk oso no energy..... :(

pls.... i need choki-choki.......
heard tat choc can make ppl happy...

Monday, March 23, 2009

Happy Birthday to Wei Kui



Today we have birthday celebration with one of my best uni-buddy....



....Wei Kui....



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22 march 2009



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when he turned into 23

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had given him a little handmade keychain



it's a cactus

i guess he likes cactus

so i made a fake one for him
with his name and nick sew on it



hmm.... not really think the handicraft is perfect enough

but still hope he'll like it...
wish again
....Happy Birthday buddy....
:D

Saturday, March 14, 2009

紧急状态

现在应该是进入了紧急状态当中了,
还有不到5天的时间,
我得赶完我的project,
正在努力当中。。。

成天戴着耳机,
从早戴到晚,
戴到我头疼,
音量开到最大声,
麻醉了自己,封闭了自己,不想理采身旁的人。
却又开始担心会坏了我的双耳。

坐在电脑前,坐到腰酸背疼,
很不舒服。
电脑操作有限,想要把它炸掉!

有些人,不理睬人,很显。。。。
却甘愿和外星人谈笑风生,
噢,忘了他们是同个星球的人,
我才是名副其实的外星人


显啊。。。

Monday, February 16, 2009

Happy Birthday to Siat Ying


15 Feb

my roommate siat ying's birthday
because of her birthday falls on weekend and she was going back home,
so we does not celebrate with her on time..

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but ming has come out with an idea that
why don't we make a hanky cake
and give her as her birthday present


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so, here's some shots of the outcome

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hope u'll like it, Birthday Gal
Happy Birthday!!!









My Valentine 2009

heading to the 23rd year of being single's valentine

this year, i had my celebration with my another 2 buddies of uni.
the single one by the moment.

firstly, havin dinner at kado's cafe..
yea, the same place i got my 23rd birthday celebration for this year.
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well,
does not quite satisfied with the service there
because the waitress are so so so so lembab
(imagine tat we were provided a seat that's so dark untill we need to use our own phone's screen as torch light to read the menu n yet asking them for n times to turn on the lights but still ends up with havin our valentine dinner in darkness -_____-)
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though the food still taste ok and the price are reasonable.
ming, gui, and me (">)
*opps... forgot to take the pic of the food we order, but also no mood to take the photo of it because the surrounding was too dark and cannot really snap a good shot.
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the next station we movin on to secret recipe
cause someone suggest wanna have cheese cake.
so we almost went over all of the secret recipe outlets that have in kuching
and finally dine in the satok's outlet.
(last time was suggested by tammy that wanna go there but lastly still don't have the chance to visit and she is now back in kedah for her study already)
siew ming and me
wei kui and me
camwhoring all the night as if there's the studio for us to take photo
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after havin yummy cheese cake in secret recipe, it's almost 12 midnight
but we still unwilling to back home....
especially tat si gui
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so we turn round and round at last we turned to open air market
someone said wanna have sio-bee there,
but because it was already too late and the stall had finish selling the sio-bee,
he changed mind to eat porridge there.
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finally our last eating station for that night was at open air to have porridge.
as ming and my stomach really cannot afford to have whole bowl of porridge in,
so we kongsi a bowl,
with Kui treat us a plate of mix-vege and i really don't eat much (on-diet kononnya).
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and here's the finishing
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with this ends of my valentine's day for this year
... a happy outing with friends though ...


"Happy Valentine's Day"

Monday, February 2, 2009

My 23rd Birthday

Yay, i'm finally back.

First of all i would like to wish all
[Happy Chinese New Year]
in conjunction of welcoming the year of Ox
:) may all of us have a healthy and prosperous year :)

For this post,
i would like to blog about my 23rd Birthday Celebration for this year.
Well, i know it had been a number of days passed
but i must post it out to express my "touches" and appreciation of that night.

I really have a wonderful celebration with all my dearest friend on that night.
Everyone had given me a very big surprise on that night.
It was really a night full of happiness for me :D


A group photo of all who turned up.
Clock wise: terry, wei kui, pau chung, michael, angelia, yaw siang, tammy, nicholas, jo, peter,
irene, adeline, jenny, me, sylvester, ai ling, xiao feng, li chin, siaw ling.


Actually, it was just few of them dated me to have a drink on that night.
and i was a little disappointed when knowing some of my closed friend cannot meet me up on this day that can consider my big day for me.


But it turns to nevermind,
because Irene had reserved me for that night with another few girls (Lichin, Ailing, Xiaofeng) and her hubby,Peter to go out have a drink.


I was quite "pai sei" because i've been late for almost an hour to meet them up.
Finally, we reached our destination, went up and ordered food.
As Irene had told me earlier, just few of them will turn up for that night.
so i was doubt that those will be the one celebrate for me on that night.

After we had made our food order, few of us chit-chatting on the seat.
a few while later,
i coincidently turned around and saw many faces of i know well,
standing behind me!!!
They are all my dearest friends!!


in that situation i was really caught in a shock.
Almost all of my friends had beed turing up and been invited as mystery guest on that night.
I was so shocked till i dunno how to react to that situation..
OMG!!! Why and how can all of them appear on the spot together??

i was sooooo touched+happy+shock on that time.
when seeing these,
i can feel the tears are rolling in my eyes.
each and everyone of them were handling a cupcake with my favourite 4 leafs clover
and singing "Happy Birthday Song" to me...


my ji mui, tammy is giving me my so call little cute birthday cake with my meaningful 23 numbering candles


i was shocked till dunno how to react to this sudden happiness :D


And all of this happened,
i would like to special thanks to her,


and her few "crew" in planning all these for me..


*heart*


The Planner


as i can manage to know,
she had been planned all these since 1month before T.T
informing those to turn up on that night one by one,
prepare for the gift and cakes,
and even pumping full car of balloons to fill up my little kelisa.


gan dong - ing.

Actually she was the one who early early informed me that she will only back on the next day of my birthday. i was so disappoint and sad knowing that cannot celebrate with her since this year my birthdate was so near to the CNY and should will have the oppotunity to having celebration with my buddy.


Even until the day,

she still keep on convince me that she is still in Johor and need to attend a meeting by that night.
This make me so sure that she really back on the next day.
and i even told her that i have a bet with Wei Kui
says she won't turn up to the gathering on that night.


But.....

the truth is,

she surprised me

by showing herself in front of me on that night!!!!


what a BIG fool on me :-\


but.... anyway......

i was so touched and feeling so good that meeting her on that night.


Thanks a lot a lot *muak*


although these made me loose in my bet with wei kui


my cakes


with the cakes


with Jenny's gang


with wei kui, siaw ling, and pau chung


with sylvester


with Tammy's gang


with li chin, xiao feng, and ai ling


with angelia, tammy, and terry


the girls


ji mui - angelia, tammy

drive in the car full of balloons - feeling so xin fu and sweet surrounded by those balloons


too happy d till cant control to give the Planner a KISS :-*



Thanks to all my friends for attending the gathering and also those who cannot turn up.
You guys really make my day so wonderful and grateful.


Thank You all!!


x forget to thank Ing Mei too for the cute gift.. mmmuak

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

摧残

今天,是非常难过的一天。。。。
忙碌了好几天,
忙得没有时间吃,更别说睡觉,家里的忙也都帮不上,
都在忙着准备今天的一个非常重要的评估。。
关乎我能否顺利毕业的一个评估。。
结果是,感觉好像前景茫茫。

前些阵子,一直有种感觉,
或许,我会过不了今年的生日,
因为,也许我会选择在这一天,
让我为自己画上休止符。。
这种想法,在前些日子真的很强烈,
甚至很认真地跟我妹提过,
她说了一堆要推翻我这消极想法的话,
要我别那样傻。

好的,也确实的,这种举动真的是很傻,
她的话,我先收着听。

过后,收拾了心情,启动了引擎,
振作起来要为自己奋斗,
最近的这几天,消极的想法淡化了,
甚至很积极地想做到最好,
也越来越爱了。
慢慢地,从死灰中复燃。
甚至在评估前,心情都还是平静的。

这次的评估,听到的好多的同学都还有老师们还好的评价,
我的。。。。
让我感觉事态严重。。。

我坚持的,都值得坚持吗??
我所相信的,就是真的吗??

婉甄,被摧残-ing。。。
来临的星期五,还有一场硬战。
我需要一只强心针。。。

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Gambate FYP!!!

Let us

JIA YOU
for
the coming obstacles!!!!

PRA-CIPTA II and PTA Seminar

~23 Jan 2009 will be my another day ><~

p/s: updated absolutewcworld

Friday, January 16, 2009

接下来有得忙了

空窗了将近一个月了,
一个月以来,极少可以接上网,用到电脑,
所以,也就没更新了。

大学生涯,剩下最后一个学期了,
要好好的拚。
一个学期,说穿了也只是剩下的3-4个月罢了。
所以,接下来可有得忙了!!!
所以,千万不可以堕落了!!!!
要加油加油!!!!!!

一定要按时毕业!!!!!

p/s: absolutewcworld更新了