Cakes

i've been waiting for whole day long to get connected to the internet...

stupid internet connection.... untill now baru got line....

today i'm gonna to blog about somethings tat i interested in lately.

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what are these??

need a zoom out to have a more complete look??

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...tada...

these 2 are actually hanky cakes i made myself

i'm sure those who noe me well will noe that i like to DIY things and i'm really interested on it

hehe

now i'm discover this new thing

the one at front made as a cupcake...

where i now actually placed it on my table and it's in front of my desktop...

cute little thing just feels nice to have a glimpse on it during working

while for the one at the back,

it's actually an ordinary straberry sponge cake

they are all made from hanky which i had ever seen since long time ago in the paper.

but tat time still cannot be found on local market.

till tis few months back,

i discovered tat they had finally appear in local giftshops

which i found tat they are really so adorable..... ^^

and the selling price are also very the *nice*

since the price are 'nice' till i cant afford to bring them back,

then i decide to make myself since i think i still can do it by myself...

...haha...

so i've started to collect the 'ingredients' and find some reference online
then i come out with my 1st handmade hanky cupcakes...

i've gifted them to my buddy - Jenny - as bday present since she so craze bout the cupcakes

then i made another 1 and keep for myself

the cakes are ready to be served

with drinks sekali

really drooling seeing them la...

how nice to have such dessert to be eaten...

hmmm... yummy delicious....

i've made that "strawberry sponge cake" few days before

and finally i can have a photo-shooting session for them yesterday.

*just love them so much*

Matang Family Park 26 Oct 08

We've just pass our difficult time for past 2 days,

so someone suggested to have an outing for relaxing.

the destination is MATANG FAMILY PARK

another group of them were having BBQ there

while 4 of us the chinese just went there for 'bathing' since we've got BBQ the previous day...

photo taken at the signboard of the family park

*peace*

dunno how to swim so just 'rendam' in water...
'shhhhh.....' dun tell the others...


get attacked by the guys.....
x gentleman at all ><

after came up from the water.....
camwhoring all the way... =.=

it's raining....

closer look....

another take one....

take two......

so call 猪朋狗友 >.<

lost mood d??

y am i the 'mata terbeliak sangat’?

2 in 1 photo....

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Last but not least

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my pretty2 individual photo...

taken by WK Yu (special thanks to)

waaaa... the smile was just soooo sweet...
hehe.. do u agree with me??

*swt . swt . swt*

but

really *heart* the shot so much la..

That's all for the outing of that day

i guess we do have a relief on that day

*cheers*

当付出遇上单恋？？

{爱一个人，不仅仅是付出，也需要被对方需要。被人需要是一种幸福。}


一个朋友的msn最近放了这么一句。
究竟，怎样才是完整的爱？


若一个人对另一个人有着感觉，
自然的便会不自觉地对他（她）付出，
因为她（他）认为他（她）需要，
所以她（他）付出。

她（他）会为他（她）做出很多原本她（他）不会/不必要做的事，
她（他）随着他（她）的喜好而为他（她）做出调整，
她（他）时时为他（她）着想着，
她（他）不忍心放他（她）一个人，所以常常会多留一会儿，
她（他）忍受他（她）对她（他）的挖苦，不好听的话语，
她（他）心中会却还是会时时挂住他（她），对他（她）关心。


这些是付出吗？？


因为在她（他）默默付出的当儿，其实也是沉醉在她（他）自己所想象的幸福当中。


这种幸福是单方面的。


因为她（他）对他（她）的喜欢，
所以不计一切地对他（她）好，
如果说，这一切到最后换来的只是一句“鸡婆”，
心被撕裂之程度，不是普通的轻。


付出，说得难听些，是可以被定义成“鸡婆”的，在当不被所付出的对象接受之时。。
因为，他（她）都从来不曾要求过对方这样做，
一切就自己所认为对他（她）的付出，是他（她）所需要的，
都是自己一厢情愿的，不得怨天尤人。


剩下的剩下，只得说是自己笨得可以。。

jenny: 图片借用下哦

很混乱的一篇文章，很混乱的思绪，混乱得可以。。。

Color of today...

color of today...
there's no color to be say.

loosing something's feeling,
is getting deeper and deeper.

when it is to be realised,
the feeling is getting farer and farer .

searching for a sanctuary to get the uncertain feelings buried.

.....forever and ever.....

24 Oct 2008 - An afternoon in Faculty Of Applied and Creative Arts

our Pre-CIPTA held for two days,

thank god that all the presentation of animation had been done for the 1st day-tat's yesterday,
so, last night we were having a nice sleep from the early night to tis morning with the super nice rainny night.

feels like long time din sleep sooooooooo nice d...

*relax*

in the afternoon,
all the design tech final year were called to gather at fac as to having the closing of our Pre-CIPTA.
we reached around 3pm but the assessment still keep goin on and still many of them not yet present.

for the ppl like us that already done the presentation yesterday,

we just 'melepak' around fac to pass the time while waiting for the assessment over.

manage to take pic with fren tat waiting for present

min, ming , n me ^^

zie, ming, me :)

there's an exhibition of fine arts' student held in our experimental theatre,

so i and my another 2 of the coursemate went for a "visit" there n "shun bian" take "few"(around 100++) of our pretty pretty photo there...

at the entrance

tis is not my artwork

wanna stick to the wall... ><

can u c me??

i like tis picture..... zie is staring to tat little cute dog

wat is so shocking of tis?? transformer??

love the bright colored n 'big-enuf' fruits

i like tis photo aswell... maklumlah... i'm the one holding cam.. hehe..

tat's all i've done with my buddies from my class... really havin fun doing those crazy stuff with them---- zie n min :D

Finally

finally, here comes today,

one of the most important event for my final year project 1st assessment-PRE-CIPTA
although had already expected how will be the result,
but still, the heart keeps suffer from it..

really found that i'm entering a wrong field,
this is not my destination at all...
i wonder y am i still need to struggle for it....
since i dun love it from the very beginning. ..

but many of them had told me,
"this is wad u've accepted,
so the only thing u can do now,
is to continue it and try your best to get it completed"

yea, this is wat am i suppose to do now.

during the presentation,
i get scolded by the lecturers till he ask me to "get out"
i understand this is a very serious phrase and he really get mad with me,
from that time on,
i'm getting desparate.
i've lost my mind,
even thought to quit from what am i doin now...
i'm x belonging to tis field.
i talk to my fren about my desparate,
she encouraged me and told me about her story,
i get a bit relief.

after the assessment,
lecturer have a meet with all of us,
he concluded wad he get for the day,
and give all of us comment and motivation one by one.

he convince me again,
he said that i got the potential to come out a good work,
as wad he get from my previous work that i've done.

i know that he is trying to motivate me again and again,
and he also says tat i need motivation.
but i just don hav the confidence to face these all.

although these were what i've thought,
i know that i cannot get fallen continuously,
i must change my attitude from now on.

i cannot let the ppl that concern bout me down,
i must struggle and try all my best to get my work done,
i must get their advice as motivation,
i must listen to what they had suggested on me,
i will try to achieve all of these...

STRIVE FOR THE FINAL YEAR PROJECT!!!!! (seriously)

明白

在我接受了当面的解释之后，
我才恍然开窍，
你之前所说的“我们的立场不同” 到底是怎么一回事。

现在我明白了，
我们的立场真的不同。。
所以我可能之前没有去察觉到也不理解你的感受，
现在，我明白了。

作为情人，他在这件事情上（或许）是不及格，
不过作为朋友，还是可以算上不错的，
所以这就是我们立场不同的地方。。

很快雨过会天晴，还有更好的明天在等待着。。。

痊愈

豁然开朗 :)

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坦白是最佳良药

现实模糊了我的双眼

对于所发生的这一切，
正渐渐的将我推入深渊；
窗外太阳猛烈的季节，
心中的寒意不停宣泄。

分不清对与错，
分不清好与坏；
分不清爱与恨，
分不清是与非。

已没有时间再风花雪月，
却抵抗不了心中的隐隐作祟；
只怪现实所发生的这一切，
模糊了我清澈的双眼。

撑着颤抖的身躯，
我摊在电脑桌前；
十只冰冷的指尖，
在这键盘上留连，
窗外却是摄氏32度的炎炎热天。

也许我没有资格埋怨，
因为我根本不是谁的谁；
但是这心痛的感觉，
却一直不停间的出现。

不晓得要如何改变，
心中所存在的悲切；
不知道要如何辨别，
这一切的一切。。。

身躯，一直在无力地颤抖，
双手，持续地在冻结着；
心房，温度一直在骤降当中，
理智，已经变得毫不理智。

说好的幸福呢？

歌曲：说好的幸福呢 歌手：周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散乱了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的懂了

怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一叙说着 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散乱了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的懂了

怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一叙说着 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦淹了 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

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很有感觉的一首歌，
最近爱上了。。。
歌曲给人听了有一种说不出的缺憾感...

安静了

有人可以不计一切的fulfill你的要求
你很幸福
有人可以用上自己的时间只为跟你做伴
你很幸福
有人可以充当你的司机，好让你可以顺利的到达你想去的目的地
你很幸福
有人可以有放着一颗心去倾听你的意愿，等你做决定
你很幸福

但是，你总不可以一再地让人不停地重复问题而不给予人任何回应吧。。
是否曾想过，
等着的人可能会因此失去耐性而抓狂！

个人一直以来的坚持，
而我本身也曾说过，
对于所发出的每一句话，
每一个想法，
都会期盼可以得到回应的。

不然，所说出的一切，
不就等于白白对着空气说？？
这是我的坚持，
静静的不说，
人家怎么会懂得你要的是什么？？

还有，
明明就在跟大家讲着话，
但人家就不把你当一回事。。
根本没理会你到底在讲什么，
说出的话也就酱不了了之，
可否想过说着话的人的感受？？

不想说话了，开始计划做哑巴了，反正讲了的话也没人听！！！！

For { Jayny }

1st of all....

wanna wish a

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HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY

to

my buddy

Jenny

haha.. kaka.. grabbed from blog de...

*muak*

hahahaha... ok la..

enuf d...

becos hor.. now we're very the apart...

so just post tis as the celebration from me la...

and...

i'm gonna give u the presents lei.....

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tada.....

....jay's new album's pre-order poster....
kaka... dunno y more prefer the one got makeup like tis de.. very the 'sat'

next will be the *cake*

aiyo... thought wanna photoshop somemore pics of u de but the programme x work ><

and the line x good.. so just these few 1st la...

anyway, i really got post cakes for u oh.. dunno u got it o not ady

hope u'll like it la....

originally handmade by me myself de o... kaka....

tat's all la...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY again lo....

今天

今天是老朋友相聚的一天。

中午，和樱妹一同k歌去了。

和老朋友重聚的感觉真的很不错，

尤其是很少见面的那种。。。

虽然很久而且不常见面，

但是，一旦见了总还是有那种亲切感，

很熟悉，很熟悉的感觉。。。

当年在班里就坐在我隔壁的樱妹，

就因为彼此是如此的熟络，

所以从当时开始以姐妹相称，

一直以来，接受樱妹无数的关怀及照顾，

发觉自己好像没有付出什么，

却可以得到如此的对待，

真的有些惭愧的说。。。

不过还是希望我俩的感情一直一直的可以维系下去，

真的，很珍惜彼此的这段情谊。

而我也会尽我所能做好我的本份，

所以，有需要到我的时候千万不要客气，

要记得找我哦！！

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晚上，和晓彬及爱玲一同出去喝茶了。

也是好久没有和大伙儿聚聚了。

很常时候，我们一定都是五人一挂一起出来幌的。

今天少了两个，事关在外念书的她们这个假期没有回来，

所以只得我们三个聚聚一番。。

去了辉盛的小食中心。

吃了那里小有名气的metahon，

味道还不错的说。

虽然只有仨人，彼此聊着聊着，

也还是聊得不亦乐乎。

虽然在中学时期，彼此只同班过一年，

但是交情却深厚。

彼此各自有为彼此挂上的称号，

耳听大伙儿 --- “‘mi' 啊‘mi' 啊 ” 的把我叫。。

亲切的感觉又再次浮现。。

没错，在我们这五人帮里，

我本身就扮演者mammi的角色在里头。。。

“唉，怎么我的儿子及儿媳妇没有回来呢？”

。。。粉想念地说。。。

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朋友们的关心，是温暖牌的问候，

顿时可以让人感受到一丝的暖意，

而触碰了感动的心灵，

就在刹那间。。。